September 2011
Auditioning for my school's fall play, Arsenic and Old Lace, tomorrow
I’m really nervous. I wouldn’t be but because for the first time they are limiting to 40 people, and about 60 people will audition. Plus my schools drama club is PACKED with talent. Over flowing with talent pretty much.
I want to play Dr. Einstein more than words can say. I know I want it more than any other girl in the whole club. I love that they want a girl to play him because I am SO PERFECT FOR HIM. I practiced my German accent for weeks. I’m also worried because his audition scene only has 1 line in it and it’s SO HARD to prove yourself in one line.
I just want to run up to my director and scream at him about how much I crave for this role. How I am POSITIVE that I. CAN. DO IT. I want to tell him YOU WON’T REGRET GIVING ME THIS ROLE. But I can’t. I don’t want to sound needy.
(Dr. Einstein GIF from the original Arsenic and Old Lace movie :) )
Ugh I’m just going to be SO PISSED if someone who doesn’t care get’s that role.
I don’t care what part I get really in the long run, I just REALLY REALLY REALLY want to be in it! I will cry if I don’t get in. I know I deserve it.
